Thursday, September 25, 2008

Here we go again...

Ermm...such a wonderful day.... Wow....Cuti raya dah pun mula...but it's not holidays for me coz I got a lot of work to do....Ermm...Again I don't know what to say...Lol...Well, when I look back at my diary...LOL...so many things to do...Gonna busy from now on til Christmas time...Well...well..well...there u go Josephine.. :)

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Step by Step



~fhew.... What actually I want to say... Ermm...Ok lets talk bout life...It's been 3 yr am here... Well, so much thgs happened...Adeh..Jerebu pulak hari ni...I don't like it... It make me sick...My brother called me juz now..Hehe..i really miss my family...Missing everyone in my life...Huh..I still remember, last Saturday we went to d airport to send Aren...She went home...C d pic there..We took that last Saturday b4 Aren's flight...Without Aren, there's no our guardian..(>.<) so sad...I know that finally, all of us will have our own path...And I can imagine the same situation happen next sem when all of my friends will finish their study and it's only me stay here.. Ouch...quite sad...but that's what we call life right... There's time we meet, we laugh and there's a time we will cry and so on... But I do thanks Lord, its juz bcoz of His Love we can meet each other and He is the reason that we all still can survive here... Without Him, am sure me and my friends maybe can't "survive" here...yeah..for His love to us, He always protect us and show us which way should we follow... :) Thanks God...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

All Things New

Ermm..since Aren not here...banyak la problem yang terpaksa km hadapi..But thanks God...coz daripada semua persoalan..semua masalah yang kami hadapi...Tuhan tetap tunjukkan jawapan nya...Tuhan tidak pernah menghampakan kami semua....Thanks God... Kepulangan Aren ke miri memang sesuatu yang agak menyedihkan...So far, all of us miss her so much...Luckily we still can chat and on9 together..So any problem, we still can ask her...Hehehe..Sometimes, bila difikirkan semula ttg apa yg terjadi kebelakangan ni...Saya memang bersyukur, kerana Tuhan sentiasa menjawap apa yang saya persoalkan... Again and again I praise Him for all that... yes, He got His own way to make us wake up after long time...Thanks Lord...Thanks..

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Erm....I got The Answer alreadY....

Yeah...Thanks Lord coz i got the answer for all my quest. :) Wow...actually, I really love the answer...Well, next time I will know what to do if this problem happen again...

Thursday, August 21, 2008

ConVo this YeaR










Really miss my friends...:) hopefully they can get a better life after this convo..









Tuesday, July 15, 2008

well...





my sis n me..lol..we luv all of this pic...eheheh.. :) really miss my lil sis...aha...hopefully she can go on with her study...well well well. GBU sis..ehehe

Saturday, July 12, 2008

am back

wow...yup am back again...long time didn't post new blog :) ... anyway...am very tired now...juz came back from campus...try to find juniors for our cell group...hopefully somebody will call us n join us...hehe..

Monday, April 21, 2008

death wish

DEATH WISH
If i were to die today-
theres so many things I would want to say
I'll talk for the very last time
about everything I've hide inside
and I'd cry all thats left
you've watched me take my final breath
everything I once said-everything I've once did
you've took for granted-and now I'm dead
you can hold my hand-and cry all that you feel
because everything you see of me is real
I'm gone forever-never to awake
you're death wish is for God's sake
so cry your tears-and go on home
and know that my soul will always rome
I'll always be at your side
even after I've died
have some faith-as I close my eyes
I may not be here-I may never rise

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Take time to realize :)



Pics during our BBQ for MBK crews....:) am glad coz we can gathered again that day even though not many ppl came....Most important we were happy n enjoyed our day that evening....
I'll miss every moments that i spend with all MBK crews...Thanks Ara coz gave me the cake...heeee....anyway....Guys....nice to have u all as a crews..thanks for everything...GBU

Realize

C: if you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.
V2: take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.
C: if you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.
V3: it's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
C: if you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized
If you just realize what I just realized
Ooooooo
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Realize, realizeRealize, realize

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

I think God can explain

There's a lot of things
I don't understand
And there's a lot of things
I don't want to know
But you're the only face
I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
To look me in the eyes
It's all right, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's all right, I'm O.K.
I thing God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed I'll get over it yet
The scent of vaseline
In the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger than both of us
Yet it seems so small
When I begin to cry
I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed I'll get off of your back
I think God can explain

Monday, April 7, 2008

What?


my head getting heavy now..arghhh............... what? long time did not post anything huh..ehehe. Aha...pic during our morning service last Sunday...hehehe :)

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Smileeeee


Smile all...Yeah picture we took last time during USM mini convo.... Long time didn't post new blog...(^_^)..kinda very busy this lately...Erm...last week 20/03/08 we also had farewell for CHILI members...

Friday, March 7, 2008

Something that I don't like....

Erm..actually, today is a nice day...i passed some of my assignments...yeah...i joined mirc this afternoon...and i found something that i really hate about this mirc today...As usuall i joined this Iban channel. fuh, after a long time i make a decission that i really hate those guys from that channel...erkk..not all guys...certain chatters....why? coz of their bad language...even some girls used bad language when chatted...Why can't they use a good language? I don't care if they hate each other but at least show respect to others....erm..kinda "stupido"...but that's real. Don't they know that their language show their indentity....I really dont like the way they speak..huh...God, sometimes i juz wanna choke up this guys...God gave they knowledge so they can use it wisely...but see hows these guys use their abilities...anyway, thanks Lord for today...am done my presentation..i finished one of my asgnmnt...but there are more to go...lol..anyway..thanks Lord for giving me strength today....Anyone out there that feel tired, come and find Our Lord...You will feel the strength if you believe...

Friday, February 29, 2008

I am so lucky

This lately, I've been so tired with anything around me. Actually I am getting fed up with everything.... Fuh...So many works to do...I wish I am free like others students...But it's getting hard now...Too many asgnment...But thanks God coz giving me strength...Blessing me for all days... Even though I am so tired, but God give me strength to finish all my works...Thanks Lord...Am so LuckY~

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Angels and Heroes

BRIAN LITTRELL LYRICS
"Angels And Heroes"
We are the poets, we are the dreamersWe are the soldiers, we are the screamersWe are the fallen to rise againWe are the lovers, we are cynicsWe are the hours, we are the minutesWe are all friends in the end
So why be alive if you don't follow your every dreamReach up to Heaven and stand for what you believe
We don't need wings to be angelsWe don't need reasons to be rightYour love makes us all betterThat who we really areAngels and heroes at heart
We are the givers, we are receiversWe are confessors, we are believersWe are the strange familiar faceWe are afraid and so we followWe're underpaid and so we borrowWe mine for tears, but much too late
So why can't we open hearts, open our mindsForgiving is easy for You will come if we open our eyes
We don't need wings to be angelsWe don't need reasons to be rightYour love makes us all betterThat who we really are
We don't need sleep to be dreamersWe don't need to have tears in our eyesYour love makes us all betterThat's who really areAngels and heroes at heart
I know it seems easier to run and hideAnd bury emotions in the dark of nightBut it's worth the fightWorth the fightJust aim for the light
We don't need wings to be angelsWe don't need reasons to be rightYour love makes us all betterThat who we really areAngels and heroes at heart

Monday, February 18, 2008

Malam Bumi Kenyalang 2008



1st, I would like to thanks all of my crews for their help during the Malam Bumi Kenyalang. It was glad to have them as a helper during the MBK...I'm very proud of all of you. To all of my friends, for their supports. I can't do anything without all of you. Your supports always give me strength to make this MBK 08 sucess. Anyway, all of u r the best! Eventhough we had many problems with the HEP, sponsorship and etc, but we stil can make MBK as a grand night. Thanks God for blessing our MBK night. Thanks God coz always give us strength eventough all of us very tired.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Indah Pada Waktunya

ADA WAKTU 'TUK BERDUKA
ADA WAKTU 'TUK BERSUKA
ADA WAKTU 'TUK BERDIAM
ADA WAKTU 'TUK BERKATA
NAMUN DI ATAS S'GALANYA
KU TAHU ALLAHKU BEKERJA
MENDATANGKAN KEBAIKAN
BAGI YANG MENGASIHI-NYA
DI SAAT YANG KU ALAMI
TAK S'PERTI YANG KUINGINI
DI SAAT TIADA JAWABAN
MENGAPA HARUS TERJADI
NAMUN DI ATAS S'GALANYA
KU TAHU ALLAHKU BEKERJA
MENDATANGKAN KEBAIKAN
BAGI YANG MENGASIHI-NYA
MUNGKIN TAK KUPAHAMI
APA YANG KINI AKU ALAMI
NAMUN KU TAHU PASTI
KASIH ALLAHKU TAK KAN BERHENTI
KAN KUS'RAHKAN SEMUA
PERGUMULANKU PADA-MU YESUS
KAR'NA KU TAHU PASTI
SEMUANYA 'KAN JADi
INDAH PADA WAKTUNYA

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Love is patient

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.”- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5

Remember...Love is something special. You only can feel love when you give someone love. Just remember, love is something that you can't buy from anybody coz love come from sincere heart.

Monday, February 11, 2008

Love and faithfulness

(Psalm 85:10:10 )
Love and faithfulness meet together;
righteousness and peace kiss each other.


If you think you really need love, open your heart to our Father, the Lord. Because His Love never end. He always Love us no matter what happen because He never leave us as He promised. He will be there with us whatever happen. Believe Him and you will feel His Love. Only those who trust Him can feel His Love....
(TO YOU JESUS)
Everlasting Hope
Love that made me whole
There is nothing more to say
But be still and pray
Everlasting light
Shining through my night
Now I stand in awe of You
Know You are God
To You, to You
I give You all
I amTo You, Jesus
I am Yours all the way
I long to see
YouI long to touch You
Lord, draw me closer to You

Today's Prayer...

I really enjoy today praise n worship....Felt like someone touched my heart...I believe God always with me whatever happen...And today, I also got the answer for my prayer n question... I believe and I know everything will be okay as long I believe that He always hear my prayer. Yup, I always gt the answers for all of my problem...Thanks God for hearing my problem. Thanks for giving me strength. Thanks for all His blessings.
Dia Mengerti is one of the best song that can explain how my feeling about Him...How He really understand me...

(Dia Mengerti)
Terkadang Kita Merasa
Tak Ada Jalan Terbuka
Tak Ada Lagi Waktu
Terlambat Sudah
Tuhan Tak Pernah Berdusta
Dia S'lalu Pegang Janji-Nya
Bagi Orang Percaya
Mujizat Nyata
Reff:Dia Mengerti
Dia PeduliPersoalan yang Sedang Terjad
iDia mengerti Dia Peduli
Persoalan yang Kita Alami
Namun Satu yang Dia Minta
Agar Kita Percaya
Sampai Mujizat Menjadi Nyata

Berjalan Bersama Sahabat

I really luv this song...I don't know how to explain bout it...but it's nice song..I'm in peace when am listening to this song...Jz like now...

SaAt Ku BUka mataku, dan KuHiruP naFASku
AdA keHIduPanMU Di dAlAmku..
WaLAU KadAnG TaK tAhu rAhasIA jalAnMU
DaN KePUTusaN daRiMU
NAmun akU trUs perCaya..
KuBeRjaLAn bersama SAHABATKU
LaLui TerJAl keHidUpan
Ku Tak TakUT ' tAK kuRagu
SeBAb cInTaMU
kUbErJaLaN BerSamA SAHABATKU
JalaNi KelAM kEhiDupaN
BERSAMA..
SAHABAT.......

Friday, February 8, 2008

Setia Pada-Mu

SETIA PADA-MUBobby OWAlbum Raja Mulia - Jaqclien

MAAFKAN AKU, AMPUNI AKU
KADANG KU TAK PEKA 'KAN SUARA-MU
SERING KALI KU MELAYANI-MU
HANYA UNTUK KEPUASANKU
AJARKU 'TUK BERJALAN
SESUAI KEHENDAK-MU
REFF:KEMANA PUN ENGKAU MEMBAWAKU
AKU IKUT BERSAMA-MUDAN
APAPUN JUA YANG KAU MAU
A KU TURUT KEHENDAK-MU
KEMANA PUN ENGKAU MEMBAWA
KUAKU IKUT BERSAMA-MU
DAN APAPUN JUA
YANG KAU MAU
KU 'KAN TURUT KEHENDAK-MU
KAR'NA KU DI SINI
PENUHI PANGGILAN-MU
AJARKU 'TUK SETIA KEPADA-MU

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Walked...Jalan-jalan With My Friends..(CHILI)

Our picture during eating cendol...huhuhu...Happy Chinese New Year to those who celebrate CNY..God Bless Ya all..




Yesterday..I went out with my friends...Yeah...Very fun, at least we have time to go out together..hehehehe....Duh...yeah..nice activity for us..hahaha..of coz we luv shopping...






Wednesday, January 23, 2008

I Don't Know

I Don't Know..It's just that i really don't know..Please don't ask me anymore. I can't give the answer right now. I can't think properly now. Ask me when I am ready. Ask me when I can give you the best answer.

Friday, January 18, 2008

Busy

Yeah..so busy today...It's a busy day for me. Just came back from Perkasa's meeting. Feeling tired now but I just can't sleep. Too many things to think about. Too many things that I have to settle down. Oh Lord... Thanks for giving me strength today.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

For Those Who Believe...

"Keep on asking...you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking you will find. Keep on knocking the door will be opened to you... For everyone who asks, receives, everyone who seeks, finds. And to everyone who knocks, the door will be opened." ~Mathew 7:7-8

What Else can I SaY?

Hey... Thanks to Lord once again coz today is wonderfull and happy day for me. Actually, a lilte bit tired but anyway I really enjoyed my day today. Yeah, I got BBQ with my cell group at Tanjung Bunga. We had nice time together. Felt like a big family gathered after a long time. Thanks Lord again coz nothing bad happen during the BBQ.

Friday, January 11, 2008

So Tired!!!

I'm So Tired!!!
Your Guardian Angel (Lyric)

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fallI'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changingAnd waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fallI'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven[To fade]
I really love this song. Actually, this song is very nice. So, try to listen this song. For those of you who have someone that you want to protect, hold or someone that you really love, well this song is suitable for you. It's about how you care about that person no matter what happen. It's about sacrifice. Doesn't mean this song only for your lover but it's for someone that you really love in your life. Your dad, mom, sis, bro, friends..no mater who they are, make sure that you always show them how much you love them!

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

The Beginning

I believe everyone in this world will find what they want in their life if they believe, have faith and work for it. One thing that i'd learned for this past few day, whatever happen don't ever let your life down. Just continue to pray and also work to get what you want because if you believe about it, you will get it. So, whatever happen to you out there, don't ever forget our Lord as He always take care and watch us.




Actually, life's wonderfull if you know how to appreciate it. Just learn how to appreciate every breathe that you take. Then you will know how to appreciate everything around you. And the most important is to believe our Savior. Without Him, we are nothing. God Bless everyone who believe Him.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Yet..Another Day

Dijah, Aren n Me (New Year 2008)


It's new year guys...Another year...Different year. Last night when I celebrated New Year with my friends, i felt so happy. Actually I also felt sad too when i suddenly remembering my family. But, it's okay. I went to church to celebrate New Year. It was wonderful night for me even though at the end of time, most of my church friends cried. Well, I do understand their feeling. Far from family and have to work hard to make sure they can give the best for their family. Be in this Church family is one special thing for me as I learn something new everytime I gather with them. It's amazing to know each of them, to know how hard their life before, to know that they never give up no matter what happen and most amazing is they always trust and never leave God no matter what happen . I am so proud to be one of their family. "Dalam Yesus Kita Bersaudara". That is true, "We are Siblings in Christ". One more thing, I really Thanks God for everything He had gave me, for never leave me alone, for His blessing in my family and most important for open my heart to accept Him in my life not only in my life but also my family. I don't understand why certain people don't have feeling or won't accept God in their life. Well, i'm not gonna blame them for that, maybe their heart not ready for Him yet. But, it's a big mistake to reject something special like Him from our life. Anyway, Thanks Lord for bringing me until this level...Anyway...Happy New Year All...God Bless.