Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Ready to go~~~

Baru ja siap packing barang2 untuk dipos. Sudah 3 kotak barang saya kemas. Cuma tinggal mau kemas pakaian ja lagi.Tinggal 2 hari saja lagi saya akan balik ke Sarawak. Wew, semasa packing barang tadi, baru saya sedar selama ni banyak betul hadiah yang sudah saya terima. Lama juga saya belek2 semua hadiah yang ada. Masing2 punya nilai tersendiri, dan yang saya terima baru2 ni hadiah dari students saya. Sayang mau pos takut pecah n rosak semua barang, tapi apakan daya takda cara lain nak bawa balik tu barang, kalau nak bawa gn flight pun tak mampu tu. -.-" jadi nak tak nak terpaksa juga saya poskan...Anyway, tinggal beberapa hari lagi untuk dihabiskan di penang. :) beberapa hari ni saya sibuk sekali dengan temujanji ma kawan2. Thanks to everybody yang sudi meluangkan masa bersama saya n yang telah belanja makan. Really had a great time with you guys, hopefully we can go out again! And to all my Indonesian friends, gonna miss all of you guys, I know it's hard for us to meet again after this time! but, just pray so I can visit all of you in Indonesia after this =) gonna miss all the moments that I had with all of you during our ministry, thanks for treating me like your own family. I will miss every single moment that I spend HERE :) Thank you~ http://www.emocutez.com

Saturday, April 24, 2010

It is not goodbye

"They may forget what you said but they will never forget how you made them feel."
*Today was my last day of practical. It was very sad when I have to leave my students and it was hurt to see they cry. I did not expect that I will see they cry, but yes that was happened.I was very shocked when they suddenly hug me. And for sure, I will miss my girls. I admit that they're naughty but they still respect me as a teacher. And I am very appreciate all the letters and presents that they gave to me. Didn't expect they will give all of this things to me but really love it. The most important is they are my 1st students and they taught me a lot of things to be a good teacher. Without these girls I can't call my self a teacher. It was because of them, I learned something about teaching...Some of them keep sending me SMS after school and keep asking me if I already arrive at sarawak. Lol, they thought I'm going to Sarawak today. I'm glad to know that they love me:p and yeah, thanks girl for everything, teacher will miss all of you...(Don't ask me if I cry or not -.-")

Monday, April 19, 2010

Yippie =.="

http://www.emocutez.com Tired and exhausted...I wish I can have 48 hours for 1 day...Oh my, http://www.emocutez.com Good night all~

Enggan Melepaskan

Suatu hari, seorang anak balita sedang asyik bermain pasir di pantai ditemani ayahnya. Lalu, datanglah penjaja es krim. Sang ayah segera membeli sebuah untuk anaknya. Namun, ketika melihat mulut anaknya penuh pasir, ia pun urung memberikan es krim itu. "Ayo, Sayang, buang dulu kotoran itu dari mulutmu. Ayah punya sesuatu yang lebih baik untukmu!" Kisah ini ditulis oleh Max Lucado, ayah dari anak itu, dalam bukunya Just Like Jesus (Gloria Graffa). Ia berkata, "Saya tak akan memberinya es krim sebelum ia membersihkan mulutnya, sebab saya mengasihinya. Saya tidak ingin ia makan es krim bercampur pasir!"

Tuhan menawarkan kepada kita sesuatu yang lebih baik. Hidup baru yang dipenuhi kasih, damai, dan berkat. Namun, sebelum bisa menerimanya, kita perlu membersihkan diri lebih dulu dari "pasir" dosa. Tindak asusila, hawa nafsu, fitnah, dan perkataan kotor, bagaikan pasir yang memenuhi mulut. Rasul Paulus menyebutnya sebagai kelakuan manusia lama yang harus ditanggalkan. Setelah itu baru kita dapat mencicipi indahnya hidup dengan kelakuan manusia baru (ayat 12). Sama seperti es krim tidak enak dimakan bersama pasir, gaya hidup lama juga tidak bisa kita campur dengan gaya hidup manusia baru. Yang lama harus ditanggalkan, supaya yang baru bisa kita kenakan.

Lihatlah kembali buah rohani orang-orang pilihan Allah yang ditulis Paulus di ayat 12-15. Apakah ada di antaranya yang belum mewujud dalam diri Anda? Apa penyebabnya? Apakah karena masih ada sisa-sisa kelakuan manusia lama yang enggan Anda lepaskan? --JTI

Credit to : ( http://www.sabda.org/publikasi/e-rh/2010/04/01/ )

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Loving my life

So, here I am sitting here in front of my laptop and thinking what should I write for the next post. Wow, it is a very silence Sunday for me here today. Honestly, this few days I can not explain what happen to me. Too busy with everything and yes, 5 more days left and then I'll finish my practical. After almost 3 weeks, finally I can chat with my brother. Glad to know that he is ok, there was something wrong with the internet connection at his place and this problem continuously for almost 3 weeks he said. Luckily now, the line is ok. Thanks God!

So, apa lagi yang mau saya ceritakan di sini. Terlampau banyak cerita sampai saya sendiri tidak tau mana satu yang harus saya ceritakan dahulu. Ya, cakap pasal practical, last week on Friday saya menerima sekeping "Good Bye" card daripada student saya. Very funny when they thought that I'll leave that day. Anyway, thanks to my students yang sudah bersusah payah siapkan kad tu untuk saya. Really appreciate it guys. And thanks to Corina yang always cari saya di bilik guru dan dok sengih2 setiap kali lalu depan saya. =.="

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Here I am...


After a long time, I have my strength to post and speak here again. What happened to me this lately! Am too busy and tired with my routine. Well, few more days and I'll free from this practical. LoL... Actually I'm sad to leave all of my students but at the same time, I'm happy cause I don't have to prepare a lesson plan anymore. Part of me is happy and part of me feels so bad bout this.

Well, there's a lot of things happened. Anyway, I will try my best to recall again back of memories and what happened in my daily life this lately. We don't know what will happen tomorrow but I'm sure as long we keep believing in Him, yeah our source of faith and strength, we can survive! Remember that "We live by faith not by sight".

All I know right now, I don't want to think back about the past and now I'm preparing my self to face the future. I admit that, so many things "pop up" in my mind but I try my best not to think bout it. What I mean is I won't let all of this thing haunt me :b

The past is a good place to visit, but I wouldn't want to live there!!!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

16 Days to go

Counting the days :)

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Cherokee Legend


Do you know the legend of the Cherokee Indian youth's rite of Passage? His father takes him into the forest, blindfolds him an leaves him alone. He is required to sit on a stump the whole night and not remove the blindfold until the rays of the morning sun shine through it. He cannot cry out for help to anyone.Once he survives the night, he is a MAN. He cannot tell the other boys of this experience, because each lad must come into manhood on his own. The boy is naturally terrified. He can hear all kinds of noises. Wild beasts must surely be all around him .. Maybe even some human might do him harm. The wind blew the grass and earth, and shook his stump, but he sat stoically, never removing the blindfold. It would be the only way he could become a man! Finally, after a horrific night the sun appeared and he removed his blindfold. It was then that he discovered his father sitting on the stump next to him. He had been at watch the entire night, protecting his son from harm.We, too, are never alone. Even when we don't know it, God is watching over us, Sitting on the stump beside us. When trouble comes, all we have to do is reach out to Him.
Just because you can't see God,
Doesn't mean He is not there.
"For we walk by faith, not by sight."